It's starting to matter

You're not even human, you're just a lovely idea of one.

I hate seeing you. It makes me sick to my stomach. I don’t know whether to say hi or to just quicken my pace and be invisible.

I love the vintage camera app

I love the vintage camera app

I guess it’s safe to say you’re never coming back
And I understand why you wouldn’t want to
I guess it’s up to me to find a way to get to you

And I can’t see you
Getting used to
Living in the midst of your perfection
And I’m so lost
How can you trust
Somewhere the sun is always shining

And there’s just one last thing that I have to say
As we reflect on the mess of all this that I’ve made
It was cowardice that made me push you away
I was so afraid cause you were so much better than me